Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Wow i finally learnt that my favourite series "CHARMED" is finally over...... soo sad my favourite show and one of the few thing i have to look forward to waiting in my download list !!! Now what am i to watch? Have to waste time thinking bout what to download ........ if any ideas just drop a message!!
Signing off!!
syan @ 6/28/2005 11:15:00 pm.
Monday, June 27, 2005
People always say " All i need is one opportunity and i'll be successful", "One chance is all that i need to make things right "," Just give me one chance to prove myself"..........They always say that the opportunities in life comes only once or twice but why do some people have more chances than other people and why do some have less? Why do some people have better opportunities and why do some have less? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY .........................
I'll tell you why. Some people have more chances because they seek for it, they don't just sit around waiting for those opportunities to come to your doorstep... If an opportunity really comes up to your doorstep knocking then it might not be an opportunity at all it maybe a deatch call or even a sympathy disguised as an opportunity.....Yeah u might end up rich or successful by these so called opportunities and yes some of these really are opportunities maybe just the one that can change your life forever for better or for worst but for me it's nothing more than charity(some might think i'm nuts saying this). Think about it !!
I believe that there are many opportunities lying about outside around the world and some even beyond this world... the problem is that people don't seek them. They just lay about saying "nothing good ever happens to me" or "Why can't i be as successful as him?". Let me say this just once stop daydreaming and put those thoughts into action...Think about it ...every individual have equal opportunities in life it's just whether or not they see it or whether they are capable of attaining it or better yet able to see beyond it...And for those that are wondering why others might have more? It's because they create opportunities for themselves, they seek and expand themselves for more opportunies so they have more... they are the people that will turn their ideas into action into something more than mere thought, so obviously they deserve more.
Something else that comes with opportunities is regret, some say" Argh i regret taking this offer", "I regret not taking it ", "I regret working with you"and so on and so on!! Well hear this... if You've already made the decision then don't regret it!! It maybe hard but it's better than beating yourself up over spilt milk. Regret are such a waste of time and if u can waste time regretting it why not take that time and do something more important like finding something that you won't regret doing...(ok this part of regrets is not to be taken as common regrets)
And when people say you'll regret one day for not taking this offer or an opportunity like this don't come very often, just say what do you know about it ? Can you read the future? Let's see it when it comes!!! And if you're confident enough just say why don't you think about what you've just said and shove it up your ass!!
Oh well guess i'm done signing off
p.s: just another way to get rid of the boredoom i'm having now lol
syan @ 6/27/2005 12:12:00 am.
Friday, June 24, 2005
Well some of my friends may know that i'm not a person that believes too much in luck but what happened last night was purely a streak of bad luck....First of all i found out that not only am i broke, i'm also in debt with somebody which for my case isn't something that happens often(mostly because i have something against borrowing money unless absolutely needed ,why you ask? is because of a few misfortunes i've had borrowing money to my friends)..........
The most misfortunate thing that happened last night was that my car broke down in the middle of the road......the battery just died and i was on the middle of the roundabout with no lights...talk about serious misfortune...middle of a roundabout isn't exactly the best place to have a dead car and worst part is i checked my battery earliar in the morning and also checked the engine oil and all the usual inspections... fortunately or maybe unfortunately a mechanic seemed to have passed by and offered help... being cautious of the nature of most people i rejected his help and asked my friends to help me move my car to the side of the road. The mechanic insisted on helping so i had no choice but to trust him and he inquired that my battery was dead(as if i didn't know that)but the next thing he said puzzled me , he said apparently there's something wrong with your alternator then i didn't know wat was an alternator... after that he insisted on taking out my battery and changing it for me .Since i had no other options so i took his offer hoping he wasn't just another conman(car batteries cost quite a lot)... fortunately he wasn't a conman and he returned with 2 new batteries but that didn't stop him from giving me a unreasonable price on the battery a new battery for 165 and a not really good brand for 85 and a service charge of 10 bucks.. as i said earliar i was pretty broke already so i had no choice but to buy the rm85 battery and seeing that my original battery is in his hands i had even less choice......worst of all i had forgotten to call my parents to tell them beforehand and asked them the wises thing to do... when i have remembered about it ,it was too late and the deal was settled.. got a scolding from mum because of it(haih ....)
After changing the battery i thought everything was in order and i can drive my car without any worries then the mechanic told me that my alternator was broken which means that the electrical current in my car cannot form a complete flow and the electrical energy was flowing out thus making my battery wear out even faster than normal....(did a background check on alternators today and found out it wasn't really my fault i couldn't detect it's faultiness , it was said that i needed a car voltmeter to check whether my alternator was broken or not and obviously i don't have a car voltmeter to begin with...)
Well the only good thing bout my car breaking down is that i got to learn that my car need electrical energy to move haha had a stupid assumption that only starting the car needs electricity and also learnt bout alternators and also how hard it is to push a auto car!!
After that we went to james' old house to finish our celebration of daniel's belated birthday and min woo's farewell... even chin kin was there(although many have failed to get chin kin drunk as he was too good in playing all the drinking games)had quite a few drinks and also realized how nice gin was with some lemon juice in it!! elbin was forced to drink extra shots due to the big prank he pulled on siew ghee and daniel for about 2 months hahah.. Well daniel at least you can sleep well now that you know the truth haha
I had to leave early that night because my mum was already mad at me and i didn't want to get into anymore trouble and also that chin kin was bugging me to leave because he was afraid that everyone was gonna force feed him somemore liqour.haha...
Anyway i've gotta face the music soon so i guess i'm signing off now
syan @ 6/24/2005 09:05:00 pm.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Ok i know this sounds pretty pathethic cause i haven't been in a cinema for ages until today(well this shows how terrible my social life have been[maybe i don't even have one])Lol!! After 4 months away from any cinema screens have done badly for my skill to buy movie seats cause apparently i forgotten which of the seats are more enjoyable in the cinema.
Well being away from the cinema sure has erase much of my bad memories of the odour in the theaters cause as i entered the theater i could have sworn that i can smell a strong scent of fresh vomit all over the place or was it just the digusting stench of junk that filled the air, whatever it was it made me want to stay away from the area for yet another 4 months.
I must admit although i'm not much of a batman fan that the movie is way better than what i had expected earliar on and have caught me by surprise on some point on the "legacy of batman". I even found some part rather interesting(althought i think the ninja part was a bit old)=P. I even found out why bruce wayne was titled as a billionaire playboy(the cartoon series never did show much of his playboy activities).
Overall the show was ok except for the very uncool car , apparently bulky and chunky don't really go well with the batman name but the car's function was undeniablely cool. One of the characters i found very interesting as usual is Alfred which was nicely done by the actor(sorry but i have a certain incapability of remember actor's names ). Alfred the loyal servant and also partial mentor to the young bruce wayne have serve his purpose well and can be accepted to be said as a hero in his own right.
Batman .....a super hero worthy of respect due to his unsurpassed skills and talent, one of the many heroes that don't rely on powers but of their ingenuity and courage.
Well i've run out of words to say so signing off in aproximately NOW!!!
syan @ 6/22/2005 10:08:00 pm.
Monday, June 20, 2005
Arghh some stupid idiot thrashed my car in my absence in langkawi!!!Ok this is something that happened quite a few days ago but i had something on my mind few days back so i didn't really bother adding it to my blog!!! but now that i'm free i say this,"If i ever find out who did this , i will personally make life a living hell for that particular person!!"
And i suppose the scratches by the side doors earliar on was also this vandalist fault!! this time that asshole has finally gone too far!! a hole in the roof of my car is too much!! i will definitely break off his legs and make sure he/she will never again reproduce to prevent future happenings like this!!!!!
Guess i better get a bucket in my car incase it leaks, haih.... the paint also came off liao haih........
syan @ 6/20/2005 09:54:00 pm.
Sunday, June 12, 2005
As some of you might know, I'm finally throught my A levels and usually there will be a prom organized by the freshman student council. Some of you might already heard about the misfortune for us the seniors to have a bunch of losers that took over as that new council members. Here's where the problem start, apparently the new council members didn't have the guts to oppose to the A levels office to hold our anual prom at holiday villa(yeah most of you will realize the problem by now).Holiday villa of all places one of the worst places to choose to have a prom. Anyway the problem wasn't only because of the terrible location but also because of the expensive tickets being sold "RM95" a ticket and that's definitely a big big problem.
Now that the problem is recognized, we now go to the source of this problem. The problem lies both within the A Levels office for taylors college and the pathetic excuse for our so called Student council. First of all the council members did not stand up for our rights and gave in to the office's choices and furthermore when we demanded that they did something about the problem they had the nerve to say" if you don't like the venue or anything ,you have to start a petition so that we can help you guys out." so much for the support of the council, then they said" we can't help you unless you(the seniors ) start the petition" what the hell!!!!! If they can't help us ,then what the hell did we elect them for ??? to suck eggs or just to be famed losers that have no idea what they're suppose to do !! And for asking us to do a petition, yeah i guess that was a good idea but then they (the council) should be starting the petition , not us the seniors because they were elected to stand up for us ,if we are suppose to stand up for ourselves what's the point of starting an election for student councils anyway? This really pissed me up, and furthermore we had to prepare for our finals and where the hell do we have enough time to stand outside asking people to sign something or going from class to class asking for support!!?? So much for those losers.
Instead of depending on their help, we decided to start our very own strike!!! We refused to buy any tickets for the prom and refused to go there either!! Well this wasn't so hard cause most of the people were already very much pissed and especially after the news got out about that the A levels office had put a ban on bringing any outsider to the prom. Actually not bringing outsiders was a bit understandable but when news got out that not even students from other courses that was part of taylors were allowed everybody was determined to make a point!!!!! WE'RE ON STRIKE!!!!!!!!! As a result of this, some of the lecturers had to announce to us during our examination that tickets are still very much available and was almost on the verge of begging us to buy them(Felt sympathetic towards him(must have lost a bet to be the one telling us this))Hahah !! The strike wouldn't be as successful without support from students like ek ming who booked the upper level of Zouk to start a anti prom party!!!!!!!! Yeah !!!! Some other classes even started their very own miniature prom (heard this from a friend) that consisted of their classmates only.
Well the strike was a success when we finally received news that the prom was canceled in result of lack of response from the students!! YEAH!!! Take that for forcing that rubbish down our throat!!!!!! That's one for the seniors!! and put that in the junior council's record and make sure it states "Losers that failed to even organize a prom "!!!!!!!!!!!!hahah
syan @ 6/12/2005 05:54:00 pm.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
AHhh my finals have finally ended(althought this happened 3 days ago)... no more boring lectures no more sleepless nights thinking bout the paper i'm having the next day, no more waking up early to rush to college in order to get a nice parking spot and definitely no more putting up wif the thoughtless cambridge A levels stuff(oh well at least for a few months). After the final 2 papers all i felt was relief and of course wanting to dump every single piece of relevent information concerning the exams(unfortunately none of them was relevent even when i needed them for the exams).Went Dotaing wif chung siew and the klangies found out a few new heroes(this shows how long i haven't touched dota)and recovered a bit of old skills(unfortunately this didn't help my game).
Was enjoying myself until we came to the topic "What are we gonna do next??" the words rang loudly in my head and all i could think about is waking up the next morning looking at the ceiling saying" man this sux,it's sooooooo boring "(actually it was kwan mun who said it out loud that stuck the thought in my head)Hmm the thought never really hit me as hard before this (maybe because i was busy thinking of exams)yeah of course i had a plan for what to do after the examinations but now after a deeper thought i realize doing nothing is boring and pathetic but what am i to do?!? Oh well that's another thought to ponder about to keep myself busy haha still have to deal with my ielts for my university application.Guess i'll do it Before next month which means i have exactly 3 weeks to sign up prepare and take the exam. Well i guess it's something i have to look forward to affter all(this shows how Pathetic my life have already sunk down to).
Wonder what else i can look forward to oh well until then tzesyan signing off
syan @ 6/11/2005 10:36:00 pm.
Monday, June 06, 2005
syan @ 6/06/2005 12:45:00 am.
It wasn't until i started doing my further mathematics revision before i finally notice something i should have found out ages ago!!! yeah it's true , its as real the fingers on my hand. Its official now that i know that i'm a complete airhead!! All those hard work and all those sleepless nights, and i have already completely forgotten all the work i have done to prepare myself for the statistic part of my further math paper!!!
Then after a while redoing all my work i can slowly feel the emptiness of my already empty mind starting to recapture all the stuff i have put in there earlier and u might imagine what a relieve that was! but one thing worries me bout that though , it was the fact that it will take a couple days to recover all the lost information but just enough to make it right before my further maths paper but i was still missing something ,something very important!
THEN it HIt me !!i forgotten about my chemistry option paper assumed to be the hardest of all my papers combined(by me of course for people like elbin etc.. this would be like eating pie!!). The fact that i would not be able to prepare myself for both papers simultaneously struck me hard and now i have come to a conclusion!!!
I will add the person who design our exam timetable to my
HIT LIST*(for people who do not know what this means it is a list of people to kill!!!!!) this guy will be definitely be at the very top next to the biatch that banged my car couple months ago(boy this guy can sure hold a grudge)!!
It might be a whole room full of people that made this decision but who cares i'll get them all !! who asked them to decide to give us the furthermath /chemistry student a super hard time in this examination, what ever happened to fairness , what ever happen to equality and what ever happened to mercy!!! Oh well since they seem to have forgotten to give mercy to us , i shall conviniently forget to show them anymercy once i found out who was behind this!!(Ok this boy have officially taken too much alcohol)
Oh well guess i better prepare for the worst and after seeing my paper 1 for futhermaths and paper 4 &5 for chemistry i will in fact get the worst !!!
tzesyan signing off
syan @ 6/06/2005 12:00:00 am.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
HMmMmmm
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Pretty lost for words right now!! i just firgured out how to use the templates thing on this blogspot!! haha i'm slowly getting the hang of it but i still can't put up my pics and stuff(man that's tough). got the small chat box at the side already hope some one other than myself will write sumthing there(this shows how much of a loser i am!)
hmm if u got any tips o how to further cutomize my blog i'm more than willing to hear(first things first how the hell do you change the damn wordings underneath all the publishings cause comments aint what i want it to say hahaha i want it to say "Give me a kick or else!!")
oh well
there goes another day short be4 my last days as a college student(a part of life i will certainly miss very soon)
tzesyan signing off
syan @ 6/04/2005 10:01:00 pm.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Well for starters i think the cambridge a lvl people all taken stupid pills or sumthing cause they're really getting on my nerves lately and furthermore trying soo hard to kill off further math students aren't they!?!? or are they just not impressed wif the number of die hard students which are unwilling to drop the subject that they decided to do this to us!!maybe they just feel it's impressive if the number of failures in further maths is greater than any other subjects!
If u wanna know what i'm rambling about here, it's just bout my finals A2 examinations!! the cambridge a lvls board apparently put my further mathematics at the same days as my chemistry exam and today could possibly be the worst of the exam days!!( well if chemistry and further mathematics is not hard enough on its own , they have to give students a harder time by making them take it together ).
Today i might say might be the toughest papers i have ever had for quite a while already, to begin wif i have to sit for my chemical practical test,(which btw is not really a breeze as it usually is , instead they came out with something new that i feel gave me a whole new meaning to the word "clueless") . And no thanks to the taylor's college a levels board which gave us (the further mathematics students)the earliest chem exam spot and followed by a sickening quarantine which went on until bout 10 minutes be4 sitting for my further mathematics paper. Come on man , give a guy a break, u already have to force the fellow to sit for 2 tough papers, the least u can do is give them time to go out and have a decent lunch or snack before sending their asses up to the examination hall for another 3 hours of torture. Keeping us cooped up in a hall with no television or radio is mentally torture and u expect us to do well for the examinations.!!sheesh
To top things up after that devastating, mind gruelling quarantine time, another 3 hours of furthermaths is tough enough but apparently the cambridge people thinks differently . they actually have the nerve to give a paper soo tough(or maybe i'm just too dumb) that those 3 hours seemed to go on forever with nails screeching on a chalkboard(yeah just imagine that). the paper was tough in fact it was soo tough that i dun think i have ever seen some of the questions be4. it was like a whole different topic taught in class (or maybe we didn't cover those parts in class). one word says it all "HELL".
After the paper i was soo mentally drained that i feel like lemon being squeezed and drained completely. Man it was completely exhausting but after all that rambling i'm feeling much better now that i think i might just kill someone instead of blowing up a building lol. ok signing off for now cause i have to get a knife!! lol
syan @ 6/02/2005 10:40:00 pm.
